I caught myself doing a bit of reflecting recently. Not always a good thing, I know, but what it led me to was thinking about those little sweet spots in life. I do like that phrase, 'sweet spot', and found the perfect definition here: "An optimum point or combination of factors and qualities".
And what that led me to was music, and how there had been one very specific sweet spot in several decades of my personal musical meanderings. An optimum point in the 1980s when I first discovered and became immersed in 1960s psychedelia (and similar pop, beat and garage obscurities) which came into my consciousness via some independent label reissues, compilation albums, as well as boxes of musty vinyl at record fairs in London hotels and the Record & Tape Exchange in Notting Hill Gate and Camden. Oh, what aural pleasures there were to explore!
Much of these underground treasures were like nothing I'd really heard before. All those various elements of backwards, or fuzzy, or jangly and melodic, guitars, of piquant melodies and swirling (is there any other type?) Hammond organs, of trippy lyrics and richly enunciated vocals. Plus there were the soulful numbers infused with mod rhythms, and dreamy Alice-In-Wonderland experimental freakouts... All I could do was to imagine what it would have been like to be 17 or 18 in 1967, hanging out at the UFO Club or buying my clothes from Biba. And imagining it was fine - moulded to suit my will and unbound by reality, one foot in my tangible world and the other in the curated version of a past I could inhabit freely through music and associated ephemera and imagery.
I think the thing was, nothing could come along and spoil it. The bands and their records had been and gone; it was finite. Punk had been my gateway musical genre (and a very important one), but living through it in real time also meant being there for its demise, being there should it get 'spoiled' - which, in many ways, it did. From the characters who became parodies of themselves and the unsavoury transition into Oi, to the postcard studded-belt, giant Mohawked tourist attractions, it evolved alongside my contemporaries and me. But by delving back into moments in music which had already passed nearly two decades earlier, there was no future unwritten.
It was a bit of a sweet spot in life for me too, really. That stage when you have some responsibilities - paying the rent, etc. - but not too many it seemed, and they were a fair trade-off for youthful independence. My '60s psych obsession fuelled my creativity and I adored making my own fanzine, all hand-drawn and hand-written, an uninhibited expression from the heart. Swapping some meticulously compiled tapes with a fanstastic friend introduced me to other similar bands and musical side-trips, opening it up even more. I also inherited my mum's lovely 1969 Triumph Herald, one of those cars which epitomised the era, and found an original paisley top or two in the racks of pokey second hand and charity shops.
Being only 20-something in the analogue world to which I'm still best suited may have a lot to do with it too, but this isn't meant to be nostalgic - just a celebration of one of those sweet spots, and some music to dream to. Here are three favourites, then and now....